Mom is borderline diabetic and I am going CRAZY since school is almost out for the freakin' summer and the kids are at each other like a couple of pitbulls. Just once I wish I could go to someone and have them fix my problems instead of everyone coming to me and expecting me to fix theirs!!

I am a Libra, it says I am a natural mediator and the "calm" one. Bull!!! I love my family and kids, believe me I do. But what the freakin' bloody Hell is going on? Everything seems to be hitting the proverbial fan right now. Does anyone have an idea what it is like to see your nearly blind 82 year old grandmother standing on the edge of a rocky cliff, trying to see if it is okay to traverse? Which it most definitely IS NOT!! Stubbornness runs incessantly through my family like the Plague. We are a bunch of strong-willed, sometimes near-sighted broads...I admit it!!

I am tired of being the "go-to" one for every freakin' problem!! I am not "Mommy Fix-It" and I don't always want to be. I know that it comes with being a parent, and I wouldn't give that up for anything, but DAMN there is only so much one person can take.

AUGH!!! They are coming at me now and they don't STOP!! Anyone have tips on how to get a 20 month old to quit picking at my skin? Literally, I am serious, she's doing it right now. Not hard, but annoying just the same.

It is hard for me to do anything, I can't concentrate on any spellwork, and the negativity I feel is seriously getting in the way. Things are starting to backlash at me, and it royally sucks a**!!!